Past month, update

Wow it's been about 3 weeks since I blogged . I come here check for comments and im like well no one seems
Care :/. I know people are reading because the blogger tells how many views .
I post some on Facebook and don't always blog . But I find myself yet again backing off Facebook . I really want to get rid of it but it is
My connection to life outside my home.
Not much has changed . Ryan is still the same . I'm
Still battling every month for Incap . While it lasts . He isn't connected to us at all. I call begging for money to buy groceries .
I have seen a lawyer regarding my rights and abandonment . Not great news . Florida is a 50/50 state . I don't want to divorce as I have said due to my catholic beliefs .though I have grounds .
I have filed child support through the state recently . But that's not going to help if he is working getting paid cash .

In keep praying God will make a way and me and the kids will be ok .

Dehvin was in a car accident a few weeks ago . She is ok even though her chest hit the steering wheel . There was a lot if traffic leaving another beach and she rear ended someone . She wasn't ticketed.
However sadly the jeep on impact the motor mount broke , the drive shaft dropped and other things . So now it's not drivable . It sits in the driveway . And we are all sharing my van . That's been a challenge .
In have a doula client due soon and I'm worried because I will be a ways away with the van .
I wish I could afford to get the jeep fixed. It will take a miracle. I'm not sure how much either . It can be fixed ....

I appreciate your prayers as we are struggling financially .