Shocking day

May 13 , 2013 has been an interesting day . It is the feast day of our lady of Fatima .

On Mother's Day I text my mom , whom hasn't been talking to me since my oldest  18 birthday almost 2 years ago . Basically because of something related to my brother (whom I also no longer talk to he is bi polar ) anyway I decided to txt her happy Mother's Day . To my surprise she replied ."Thank you . You have a Happy Mothers Day too. Dont know how you feel about us coming to see you later today? " they were here in town on vacation again . I had a bad day since I woke up with vertigo . 

So today I took the jeep to the beach with the younger kids because they wanted to go  in the jeep . I had Txt my parents a few times telling them I was going to the beach but no reply.  

See I know them they live at the each on vacation it's how I grew up vacationing here.

The ramp I get on was closed so I went to the next one . Keep in mind they didn't Txt me back .well I found them at the beach , almost 2 years since I've seen them . I pulled beside them . And stayed for a little bit . I never talked about how horribly they have treated me . I still do not know why or how I managed the courage to do that. My mom played with Sebastian and felicity in the sand . Though Sebastian was Leary of them . There was definite tension . 

They did come over this afternoon and brought a pizza. Ansely was angry I met them and let them come .she stayed in her room . Dehvin was at work . 

I want to know why they 'disowned ' me . I don't know how I allowed them near me and the kids . After all the hurt they have inflicted . I feel the blessed mother had a hand in today with it being our lady of Fatima , so I went along with it . 

I don't know what to say . I really want answers . It's weird how all the pain and hurt seemed to have melted from me . 

The other shock was I mentioned my brother and how he messaged me via my photography fb page in march . He told me he had found his daughter on fb . He sent me a photo of her . My parents were shocked but not . I think annoyed because I knew an apparent dark secret .

Later they admitted they already knew .

Apparently they knew a lot . Yes more secrets from them . They had found a lot about her . Photos etc. 

Since I'm so resourceful I started searching because I knew her mom and family . Yes I found her . I found a lot out tonight . Which I will post another blog about my niece . The last I saw her she was 9 months old . She is 15 now . She looks very much like me at that age . Which I never expected . 

I'm still in shock unsure what to say . I needed to blog this so I wouldn't forget . 

Please pray for me to do and say what I should . 

Here a photo I took of my mom with the Kids that went to the beach today .